See It Through My Eyes

imacutyou @ 2004-09-03T00:36:00

2004-09-03T04:39:24Z

Hey everyone I have a new Journal. I dont know how to link it like Karlee does but its callme_out.. so everyone add me +MaTT

Esculea....

2004-08-18T03:10:29Z

School has begun... I was so looking forward to starting and all that but now I'm over it. Second day and all I can really do is complain about work. All of the going out in the summer is now over and I have to get up in the mornings...

I'm glad to be back but I'm going to have killer classes... I am so dead with the AP English. I seriously dont understand anything. I think Mrs. Frittz is a great teacher but I'm just looking at this material and I'm dead. Seriously this is the second day and I'm already stressed.... I thought I could handle this and now I'm starting to rethink it...

Second period is math with Mrs. Kunkz unfortunately there is no one really in the class and the way I learn math is by doing problems with people...

Leadership is awesome and I have A lunch which is good.

AP American history is going to be my second favorite class I have decided... I love the subject so I should do well...

I'm tired and I"m going to go to bed... The olympics are really cool...

Happy 16th the Karlee Kunkle
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A long day @ Western

2004-08-10T22:39:15Z

Today was so much better than yesterday. I was in such a bad mood. I didn't do much reading. I had to cancel my plans bowling because I had to do a mailing. I drove all around to the middle of no where and I was able to get the right center pieces and I was up till one doing that mailing. The only good news was that I'm getting paid $75 for it now because my mom complained!. So Anyway...

I was up this morning @ 6 and was at school by 7 for the Welcome back teacher breakfast. It was pretty good execpt the food was late so... But anyway they did their meeting and we got to eat... Elise picked me up and I was really glad we weren't late.. (Thanks Eli)... All the teachers had to go to meeting so we decided to go home for a little. Elise slept and Rachel came home with me. I wanted to make a banner for Mcmilly's room because I was bored. I dont know its kind of a therapy for me. But anyway then we were off to go back to school to help. We were just running around helping teachers for the most part. We left and went to Walmart and Burger King. Got some great stuff which everyone can see on Thursday... Hauled ass back to school so Eli wouldn't be late for swimming and then Rachel and I helped more till her mom picked us up. Over all good. I felt accomplished and I better get a ton of hours. I'm hoping some of our senators go in to help some of the days. The teachers are giving tons of hours...hint hint..

I had so much fun with Rach and Eli...They are the best... Thanks Steph for serving with me this morning...

I got my schedule a while ago and here it is let me know if any of you guys have the same classes:

1st term:
AP English with Mrs. Fritts
Algerbra 2 with Ms. Kunz
Leadership with Mcmilly
AP American History with Ms. Lug

2nd term:
AP English with Mrs Fritts
Sculpture 2 with Conti
Chemistry Honors with I dont know who
AP American History with Ms. Lug

I'm done for now.. I want to make plans for the rest of the week..
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P.S.Everyone comment with your birthday...

imacutyou @ 2004-08-09T14:43:00

2004-08-09T18:47:55Z

I hate this I'm so pissed off about everything.

Awesome

2004-08-01T20:16:18Z

Well I'm back. Finally home again. It feels good to be home afeter a long trip. Even though it was only a week I feel like tis been forever. I had fun so it was all good. I'm not going to go into all the details but it was definetly one of the best trips I have ever gone on. The ship was amazing. It was 14 stories with pools,spas, buffets, basketball courts, rock climbing, a club, a mall, bars, gym and just everything. There was so much to do it was great. I met some really awesome people from everywhere. New Jersey, Boston, Chicago, LA, Ireland, Miami, Just everywhere. We all clicked and had a really good time. It was just an insane party all of the time.

Only a couple of bad things happened. When we were in St. Maartin some piece of shit stole my digital camera out of the jeep while we were in town. So now I have no pics and no camera. It sucks so bad. Sam lost her moms camera last night so now we are both in the same boat having to buy new cameras. I dont have to money for it which sucks.

Well I'm glad to be home. I missed everyone alot. Even though you meet all kinds of new people you really do miss what you have at home. I want to see everyone... Call
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One more Day

2004-07-22T22:52:31Z

I'm so freakin excited. I' going to piss in my pants. All i have been able to think about for the last week is driving. Tomorrow is my last day of Drivers Ed and I"m going to take the driving test tomorrow. I have waited 14 months for this. I want my liscence so bad I can almost taste it.

All this week I have been thinking about how cool it would be, the freedom, and the fun I will have without having to get rides from my parents. I cant wait any longer. I think the count is now at 21 hours 20 minutes. Thats how obsessive this is.

I leave for vacation on Sunday so I hope people will get together this weekend. In case I fail I made an appointment for Saturday morning so I can try again. Hopefully that wont happen.

Tonight is a night at the movies with my movie partners Nale and Kunkley.. I miss those two..
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Way away away from here

2004-07-18T02:10:22Z

I cant stand my parents. The whole situation is just so stupid. They will never understand because they are so old fashioned and think headed.. Sam and I are working on our parents to be able to share a room on the cruise and my parents wont say yes. Every time it is brought up she just wont respond and it has to get dropped. She doesn't want a "situation to present itself" It has to be the most ridiculous thing. I think I can contorl myself. If we were trying to do this for that we would have done it already. They cant understand that I am old enough to take responsiblity for my actions. There are so many times when stuff could happen not just with me and Sam but anyone . Even if parents are home and all that. She has no idea the crap that people pull. So now I get to share a room with my brother. The first vacation we have with friends and I cant share a room with seperate beds. It just proves that my parents like to complicate things. Of course there is only so much arguing I can do because they have everything on me. I want to be able to drive next week and all that kind of stuff. I live such a sheltered life and its killing me. By putting restrictions on my already restricted life will make me rebel and want to do more things that I'm not aloud. They complian that I go out to much. It wouldn't be as big of a deal if there weren't so many rules. When I'm 18 I'm out the door. I hate their rules. Hope everyone had a great saturday night. Mine was a awesome as you can tell. Going to bed at 10.
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Cause I'll miss you babe & I dont want to miss a thing

2004-07-12T19:13:47Z

As usual I have nothing really important to say. Just the normal summer routine...

Lets see I have been hanging out with Steph alot which has been fun. we have done mall trips, those aweful CD things, and thrifting... Fun fun...

Drivers Ed has been some what less than fun. It is really boring. But I only have another 2 weeks. I'm kinda excited to get it over with... I'm glad I have people doing it with me... Nikki, Sam, Eli, Johnny and Chistina all keep me entertained... We have fun on our little breaks.. We should go out to lunch soon, or something... At the end of this thing I'm getting my liscence which i'm excited about. I have waited so long I can almost taste it. I hope I dont fail that would suck..

I kind of miss school now. Not necessairly work but it just gives you something to do. Now that we are home for the summer it just gives you all kinds of time to think. I miss alot of people.. especially people I dont get to see.

Because of Drivers Ed I have been able to hang out with Sam alot more. We pretty much didnt talk before and now I'm glad we do. I had kinda forgot all the fun we have together. She always makes me laugh. I guess we can catch up more on the cruise...

Anyone reading those summer books. I have finally finished the great Gatspy and now I'm going to start working on 1984... Hopefully. I dont enjoy reading which is kind of bad for the class I'm taking which is all reading analysis. O well.

This week I have birthday shopping with my grandparents and aventura with Nikki and Sam on Friday.. Something with Elise Wednesday I think. Friday is something with Steph and her cousin and now I just have to get some stuff to fill up Tuesday and Thursday... It seems like all I do is go to the mall with people. And what is even better I have no money...

I Miss Annie, Nale, Rachel, and Telma and Kunkley my movie partner...
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P.S. I love the 90's tonight.... YESSSSSSSSSS we should have a TV night and watch that with everyone... Yes?? No??

oh man. i loooooooove steph

2004-07-06T21:28:25Z

Psh. I'm Matt and I often forget to log out when I'm reading LJ's at Steph's house.

Stephanie

Take some time and fill it out....

2004-07-05T21:27:32Z

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
29. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

imacutyou @ 2004-07-01T07:33:00

2004-07-01T15:03:01Z

Well I'm at work now with Mom. Its my last day but I will be making some big $$ so its all good. Its kept me busy for a week.

Drivers Ed starts for me next Tuesday. It kinda sucks getting up but the day after I'm getting my liscence. I have waited to long. I want it so bad I'm ready to rip my hair out. Asking for rides sucks so bad. I need some independence.

Tuesday I went to Steph's house to help her out and hang out. We had such a good time I missed her on her trip.

Last night I went to Coldstones with Nale and Kunklee. We had fun..... They speak French in England....... That could describe it

I need a new layout please anyone...... And I'm planning on having another pool party. I will let everyone know.
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Its burning up in here..........

2004-06-24T22:33:57Z

Summer is kind of boring when you have nothing to do. Like right now. I haven't been doing much all day. I read another chapter of the Great Gadspy. I dont know but I think the book isn't that great. I layed out in the sun today trying for that tan andd I exercised.. Thats pretty much it. Like Elise said i think summer has set in when you stay up and you dont wake up till around 12.

Last night was fun. I went bowling with Annie, Danielle, Katrina, Christina, Mark, David, Rachel, Brad, Jenny and Brads cousin, Kunkley, Hollanda and her cousin from Germany... I think that covers everybody for the. We had fun and as for tonight I'm going out to dinner with my girls Kunklee, Nale, and Rachel. I miss some thing aboout school. Like all the fun and craziness and I miss Steph and Deena...

We got report cards today in the mail. Hope everyone did well. Peace
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imacutyou @ 2004-06-23T15:07:00

2004-06-23T19:07:57Z

Happy 17th Birthday
Steph and Telma. Have fun today guys
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Party Summer

2004-06-19T23:33:18Z

I have had something to do each day of the week and it has been great because I would have been going insane by myself.... Lets see....

- Monday: I was babysitting for Sam's little bros. I wouldn't really call it babysitting because they are 12 and they pretty much do what they want to do sooo I was alone for most of the day because they went to their friends house. i was able to lay out and I read the first chapter of the Great Gatspy. Its going to be a spark notes type of book... but anyway. After I was done around 4 steph came to pick em up to hang out. We went to Publix with her Dad and after some food shopping we went home. I helped Steph some with her job that she is working on and soon after we were off to the mall. I love driving with Steph we have the best time... We pulled up to the light and I was searching through this ghetto CD and we were blasting the music when this car full of all these black people pulled up. It was so funny 2 white kids in a Mercedez with them in a busted car.. blasting this music.. Guess you had to be there. I got a short sleve shirt form Hollister and I got a T-Shirt from American Eagle. Steph couldn't find any thing from Victoria's Secret but i was able to convince her to but a Hollister shirt. When we were in AE I got to use the credit card for the irst time and the manager remembered Steph so that was cool. After was Taco Bell for some cheap food and I asked the lady at the register what day Fathers day was and she was like "I dont give a F***" Soooooo funny.... I love hanging with my Stephanie

- Tuesday I was hoem doing some odd stuff i cant really remember it all but I did got to Kunkley's that night for another pool party. It was fun we played backwards Marco Polo and hung out.

-Wednesday I was home doing some more odd stuff like 4_h and working on my photo album. Danielle and Danielle came to pick me up on the golf cart and we went riding around. We went to antonios for lunch and then to Katrinas, Nicks, and Dalal's before they had to be home. We met this really strange lady in Antonios... She was talking about the pizza comparing it to men's penises.." I swear this pizza is like a man talking about his penis.. They say its 12 inches but it never really is..." she had a screw loose.....

-Thursday was more babysitting... yea right and then Steph's big surprise. I'm so glad it went to well we had everyone there. Me, Elise, Brennan, Rachel, Nikki, Kim, Megan, Gizzi, Dennis, Mark, Kyle, Aaron, Andrew, Ali, Lori, Danielle, Karlee, Cassie, Dalal, Mario, Danielle, Libby, Yaniv, there was more but I forgot. Anyway.. Cheeburger Cheeburger was really good, Steph was really surprised and I'm glad everyone could make it. After we walked around the mall and then say Saved.. Good movie and It had a good meaning....

- Friday I went to work with my mom and tried to get soem work done and then I went to Karlee's for the night. It was me Telma and Karlee... but we made it fun. Karlee now has a s/n for those of you who want to harass her.. Kunklee1806.....

- Today was the beach with Karlee, Bren, Elise and Danielle. We hung out and went to Jacksons for lunch. Really good..... We had soem fun getting lost on the way there but we made it fun.... Hope you feel better Elise... Now tonight we are going to go bowling so we will see how that goes...

My parents are getting mad because I spend all their money but I dont care because they have nothing to complain about...... Other than that it has been great. Keep callin people and makin plans.....Happy almost Birthday Steph and Telma...

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I dare you too...

2004-06-14T15:14:30Z

My summer is going GRREEAAATTTTT. I sould like tony the tiger from the frosted flakes comercial. Anyway... Weekend has been fun so far. Lets see......
Friday was the Rapids with Sam.. We went on everything like more than twice.. It was fun. You only have to be 16 to work there but who wants to drive that far.. you would have a killer tan though..

Saturday was suppose to be my little get together but instead I did some other stuff. I ate dinner with the family and just hung out. I took my cat to the vet that morning and the vet says he probably has about another 6 months to live. Its sad because He has lived with us for 10 years. It was actually longer than what I thought but its still rather depressing.

Sunday my family and I rode our bikes to Lesters Diner and ate breakfast. I got some new fish, went grocery shopping and then people started to come. I think everyone pretty much had fun. Danielle brought her cat and cookies! Rachel was able to make which was good. Bren, Steph, Elise, Mark, Ryan, Telma, Nick, Danielle, Nikki, Rachel, Karlee, Hollanda, and Annie and I hope thats everyone. I'm glad everyone came and had fun. We really need to have get togethers over the summer. We played the classic truth or dare and had some funny stuff happening... A couple of bathing suit tops coming off.. Over all very fun.

Today I'm at Sam's house watching her Bros. Big $$$ LoL but it uses the time. i read the first chapter for the Great Gatspy.. BOORRRING. Never going to make it through AP... Then tonight hanging with Steph. probably the usual.. Take out , the mall and joking around... I love it

Goals for the summer. (Very superficial I know)
1. Grow my hair
2. Get a nice DARK tan..
3. Build up some muscle
4. Whiten my teeth

Call me people cause I wanna hang out.. I need help for a new layout and icon...(thats you Danielle)
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imacutyou @ 2004-06-09T16:18:00

2004-06-09T20:21:52Z

Well today was first day of exams... Not fun. Tomar Tracey was so hard. 182 questions of pure misery.. I'm scared... I had the vocab but there was still a ton of stuff I didn't know. History I thought was easy. I got a "B" so I guess I did good. I am really glad that Danielle and I had the best research paper out of all her classes. We worked hard and I'm glad. Thanks Danielle for putting up with me all of those days. You are the best partner.

We sold Pizza today and sold out which was pretty good as well. After exams was our Lunch outing to Chilis. Food was great, I had Quesidillas.. if thats how you spell it. We talked and had fun and we said it was Telma's birthday so we got a free cake... yeeaaaa. then we "Haitian packed the car" and went to Rachels and hung out. "Where is my purse??" what a dumbass Rachel.. I love messing with you... Sorry to the sorrells kids who failed. I'm sure there was something wrong with her test...

One more day guys and then its Summer... Deena's tomorrow and Rapids on Friday with Sam... Gotta study.
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Steph: Hope your mom is doing better... Missed you today..
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My weekend

2004-06-06T16:35:54Z

Well another Weekend down and one week left. The year is almost over. Exams kill me now. I hate having to study for them.

Friday was fun for the most part. Rachel came through with all the "supplies". It was me, Deena, Rachel, Brad, Steph, Christina, Natalia, Ryan, Hollanda, Kunkly,Telma, Noelle,then like about 10 football players. Stuff kinda got out of hand when people started getting too bad and I couldn't take them home. It was similiar for other people too. I had fun in the beginning but I was kinda over it with all the drama and random hooking up happened. I know I know not everyone is as saint like as me. I did have two drinks of smearinof or however you spell it and I was fine. I wasn't too happy about all these rumors about "shit talking car" people definetly need to get their story right. There was NO crap talking. There was talking about what ahppened that night and who was messed up but there was no specific person.

Saturday was Elise's Surprise. I'm so glad it went over so well. Rachel and I got there to decorate at 4:30. It seemed like just about everyone was there. Of course there cant be a party without shady business. I was a part of it but then once again it was way out of control. so w/e. People did what they were going to do..

Happy 16th Birthday Elise

Well i think I'm done for now I need to come up with an exam studying schedule.. Anyone want to study..
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Blah

2004-06-02T22:14:47Z

Wednesday. School is almost over. I cant wait. Not so much to end school but to get these finals out of the way. Yuck. I hate it. I should be a good student and start studying for them now. I'm not motivated. Sophomoritis has taken over. Math I could just care less. At the beginning I was like o yea I'm going to do my work till the end so I can get an A both quarters and I haven't done HW in a week. Rebel, I know. But I still have an A so I guess I'm not that much of a rebel. Maybe these straight A's will convince my parents I need a car. Pshhhd Yea right.

Lets see nothing to fun yesterday. No AC at school whcih stunk, literally. But there was that great senior prank to give me a laugh. Well I thought it was funny.

Today was nothing really just school. I still need people to sign my book... If you haven't you need to get on that.

Thanks to Hollanda for driving me home today after school. She is the best.

Can't wait for Rachel's on Friday.. Anyone want to drive me home because my parents are way too perceptive to pick me up. Anyone, Anyone?

I want help on a new layout any ideas?
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imacutyou @ 2004-05-31T21:22:00

2004-06-01T01:54:38Z

My Long weekend was so much fun.

Rachel's party Thursday. Fun Fun. Minus the emo kids. We all know who that was. I hope she had fun because I sure did. We danced, sang, went nuts. I had a really good time with everyone. Dalal and Bishop always crack me up. Bren and Eli were so much fun. Steph, Beast, Nale, Kunkly, Dennis, Annie, Ali and Lori... Everyone was really fun. Rachel's mom is histerical with her speech and Rachel's cousin came down. She was cool. Fun Fun.

[To Rachel: I liked you center pieces(Mine were better) You looked great (I looked better) Your party was fun (Mine was better) Hahaha I love you Rachee]

Then the next morning we were all up early to go on the end of the year trip. Fun fun. Everyone was in PJ's Singing, Sleeping, Mofia and magazines. We went on all the rides of course... I went on all the roller coasters (which was a big feat) I was so happy there was no fighting with our group. We all got along and had such a blast. Getting wet, taking pics, loosing Maravsti Accident? yes no, eating, rides, "Western 06", Killer ducks, Singing in line....the circus song, Aint no mountain high, and more circus...., loosing Brennan (the lost boy)Then on the way back even more fun. Prank calls... Parraga, paragga, long lines at rest stops, Brennan in the compartments, no toilet paper, I said a Boom chica boom x100, talking and hanging out. I had such a good time with everyone. At the end with Gizzi, Santaniello and Guilmete, Ryan and Ashley. They are funny. Nick, Bren, Nale, Kunkly, Dalal, Bobby, Rachel and her cousin, Telma, Carly, and I hope I didn't forget anyone... Of course I wouldn't have as good a time without my coaster and seat buddy Steph. I love you bark.

Then Saturday was errands with my mom. Got some American eagle stuff.. Look for me on Monday with it LoL. And played Racket ball with the family. Went to dinner @ 10 and saw Carly Ostrow at Antonios.

Sunday was supposed to be Rapids... F U Brennan. But instead we did some chores and crap and went to the beach. Attempted a tan, came home and watched Cheaper by the Dozen. It was good

Today was more cleaning and then to Sam's house for a BBQ. I had fun. I missed talking to her. We had fun. We went to Steph's house..and then came home.

My weekend was really great. I had so much fun with everyone.
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P.S. Steph is is forseeable that you will do better in Math..Haha

Break it down now

2004-05-23T22:15:44Z

Whew... Well the party has happened. Its all over, all the work and effort just for a couple of hours and guess what.. It was the best time ever. I'm so glad it went over so well. I had so much fun.

It was so fun everyone just clicked and we had a great time. There is no need to worry becuase my grandparents filmed it all so we can have the memories of about 40 hot and sweaty kids bumpin and grinding on eachother, chairs and any other in animate object. Just kidding, they did film everything but my parents said they couldn't make out the faces of any one person. So everyones dancing will remain a memory. Certain people came out of their shell which was good.... I'm really glad everyone was able to make it. It was ashame that more people didn't show but what are you going to do. I still had fun. I'm going to have the pictures on Tuesday. I cant wait to see them.

Saturday I woke up and we had to clean the house and all the stuff. Then it was off to the mall to spend some of that money. I exchanged a pair of shorts my mom got me a while ago and I got shorts and a shirt for Hollister. They had some good stuff but there was nothing really on sale :( You know cheap me! What can I say. Then I went into American Eagle and found a pair of shorts I really like. The girl who rang me up was the hottest thing I have ever see. She looked amazin and she was really nice I really should have asked her her name r something. I can just keep going on and on about her. But WOW. So everyone be on the look out this week for some new outfits. Ohh and I almost forgot the fabolus shirt Steph got me. Of course exactly what I wanted.

Then it was out to dinner when Danielle called when her and Kunkly wanted to go bowling. So after about 10 phone calls they came to my house and we made Sundays and hung out by my pool. It was alot of fun. Nice and relaxing conversation. LoL We talked about alot and they were over till about 12 and Danielle was about to fall over. So that was that.

Today was just random stuff. I got Rachel's gifts today which was good. I cant wait for her Gay party. What a loser.. And then possibly the Sophomore Class trip the next day. We will see. Anyway Looking forward to the week. Thanks again for the gifts everyone. Look for me on Monday because I have left over cookies and lolli-pops for everyone.

Annie and Hollanda's B-days are coming up this week too.. Shout out. Thats enough for now
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imacutyou @ 2004-05-19T01:01:00

2004-05-18T16:02:49Z

Well I'm in 3rd hour Newspaper. So cool. Me and Steph are skipping... well kinda because the Emo substitute knows where we are. So now I'm in the editors room chillin with Steph. Beat that Kunkly.

This sucks Yearbooks come out tomorrow and guess who is going to have to wait till Thursday. Me and everyone who is going to go to convention. What ever it should be fun.

I dont know but I kinda want the year to be over. Its getting kind of redundant with all of the drama and crap. It would be nice to have everyone get along without everyone's ego getting in the way.

I dont know what else to write. My Party is on Friday. I hope everyone comes.
Thats it for now.
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Blah, Blah Blah

2004-05-13T20:11:38Z

Ahh this week has been going by pretty slow. But there has been alot going on. Math HW, Research Paper, meetings every day, surprise parties, birthday planning, NHS.. and more.

Tuesday was Danielle's B-day and we surpirse her. That was fun to have all of us go out as a group.. We got to gossip and hang without having too much stress. Lunch is like study hall now with everyone doing HW. Anyway

Tonight is NHS inductions... I hope I dont mess up. I want people (Rachel) to send me pictures from Tuesday..

I can't wait for my party... Next Friday everyone.. Be there..

I have no plans for the weekend. Would anyone like to hang out with this loser>>?

imacutyou @ 2004-05-10T22:14:00

2004-05-11T02:29:04Z

Happy Birthday Danielle Nale
I Hope you have an awesome day
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The best feeling ever

2004-05-08T23:30:36Z

It couldn't be better now.

My weekend has been so much fun so far its crazy. Especially Friday. I was on a field trip for SGA and I got to miss school. You cant go wrong there. But I did miss a quiz and I needed a review for it. Dee Rach and I got lost on the way to Lockhart. That was fun. It was a workshop type things about what we can do as leaders. So we got some new ideas for next year... Then we took some pics and went to get Dee's mom a Mother's day gift, to starbucks and then race to school to beat the bell..(fun) We almost crashed into some kids and RJ. Then the senoirs tell us one of us can go to prom which is crap. They cant make up their mind so even if I'm alloud to go I'm not going to so w/e. Book Club.. OMG the funniest time ever

I dont know why but everyone was there, Brennan, Kyle, Aaron, Christina, Steph, Dee, Rach and Steph. Moeller left the room to make copies or something and we were all just goofing around. We were a little hyper.. i found a picture on Moeller's board and its a penis going into a Vagina. It looks cartoonish but when you look at it you see what it is. I dont think she sees it. lol. Then Brennan decides to teach sex Ed on the board by copying that picture and drawing some more stuff. He threw the eraser at my face and we had an eraser fight. Then We were messing with my camera. We were taking video and Brennan was pretending to finger people and have them give head and stuff. It was freaking histerical what was going on. All teh while everyone is cracking up without a are in the world. Jumping off desks, Deena humping people and more. We could have got caught at any moment but we did't. Its so fun to let go of an ego and have everyone go nuts.

Everyone got bored and so we left before Moeller got back from copying stuff. LoL. I went home with Steph and we had fun as usual with the car rides. Once at Steph's we watched TV. Looked at Lj's and talked to Cassie. She was talking to us about prom and her sex life which is going no where right now. we got to see her dress and she looks amazing. She is so funny when she isn't around her crew.. (not naming anyone)

Then it was off to eat because Carabba's was full. We drove around and we saw Elise pull into the fountains and then we walked up to chilis and Brennan, Elise, Rach and Meg were all there waiting to surprise me. It was sooo nice for everyone to come out. Chilis like the old days. We had fun of course. Laughing, pics, food, gossip, running around in the parking lot and on the grass. then we put Brennan in the trunk (literally) and we drove to go see New York Minute. The first movie I have seen in a year. Bren and Elise left and it was the four of us who watched. It was good. Mary-Kate and Ahsely are freakin hott. We left and dropped Rachel off. Saw a really freaky police raid at a gas station with guns, white trash on the floor and yelling.. (scary) Steph dropped me in a parkign lot where my dad picked me up.

Over all the Best day ever. i got an awesome surprise.. thanks Steph. i got to see my friends who I missed and just didn't have a care in the world. It makes me feel special and blessed to have such good friends. They are the best. I dont know how I could do anthing without their support.
Tomorrow is my birthday... And thats the End
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Mall Chinese food makes you thirsty....

2004-05-02T02:32:24Z

Its Saturday night, and guess who is home... me. Well I kinda cause my own problems. I didn't make plans and no one called me so thats that. I'm about to go insane. i haven't left my house all day and I' going to be working all day tomorrow. What fun.

Friday, However I hung out with Steph. I had fun. I havn't been able to hang with her in a long time. We dropped Bren and Kyle off and went to her house. Then it was off to the mall looking for birthday gifts and applications for Steph. We ate at the food court and I got Chinese ( The best stuff) We say Matt Murphy and Morgan wittaker... we could have done with out that. We also saw Jacob, Brooke, and Kelly James.. Over all a fun time. We went to target got mothers day cards and went to Stephs watched TV and then I left.

Now I'm kinda in a bad mood. One for my lack of doign anything today 2 because I did rather poor on my FCAT scores I dropped in both categories and in writing. these low standardised test scores are kiilling me. I need to find an SAT class for the summer or I'm dead.

_ I want to drive.
_ I want to do better on tests
_ I need to stop cheating..
_ I need to get over stupid things.

Well I think thats it. I'm going to try to accomplish something for today. Tomorrow Research paper and stuff.
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